Help.
Wednesday, July 06, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
I'm totally mindblown and wasted.
There're so many so many so many so many things wheezing by and I really can't tear myself into one million pieces to be available for all of them.
The major ass is work. Glad I'm ending soon but I'm gonna miss the awesome people there alot.
Timetimetimetimetime i just need a little more pweeese?
Today was a fairytale.
Sunday, July 03, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
But can you feel this magic in the air,
One year ago, we embarked on a journey around. We took four train lines that day. Did we know that it will soon become our normal practice? I guess we didn't.
One year ago, you bought me subway cookies on the sly. Did I know that you're soon gonna buy me so many many other stuff?
Can we see it coming? The trials, tribulations and the sweetness of conquering them?
must have been the way... today was a fairytale.
One year ago, you told me how you felt.
I'm glad that one year later, you still sing to me in the same voice.
I now know you're tone-deaf, but you're surprisingly the best singer in the world.
You told me I was pretty when I look like a mess, today was a fairytale.
You taught me so much and helped me through all the injustice the world did to me.
Although you're now snoozing after your POP and I'm one day late, just wanna wish you a Happy 1st Anniversary, dear. <3
Confession again.
Sunday, June 12, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
These few days saw me support from so many love lamps shining around me.
I know that sounds cliche, but hey, they're pretty bright.
Today was driving... test.
Firstly, I have to thank my two colleagues cum schoolmates cum classmates cum tablemates who are both in totally abstract and different situations, Jo & MelHo, who had so much faith in me and always telling me that I'd pass it. When they haven't even seen me drive.
Then comes my awesome little brother who (as I've realised when I said "who's that" when he answered the phone) isn't actually very little anymore that wanted to accompany me for the test and wait for me there. Though he finally didn't cause he couldn't wake up that early but point taken.
Then my sis and mom who only have "just don't be scared" to say but they repeated it a million times so point taken too. Actually, if I have a choice, I too don't want to be scared but it's unavoidable!! :(
And my awesome Daddy who drove me to buy breakfast and drove me there and tells me that to get a pass for the first time is a miracle. That actually helped cause it brought down the fear and pressure quite a bit.
Lastly, God for his gift of the awesome tester who chatted with me the whole while and tried speaking chinese (he's non-chinese) to make me laugh and the awesome warm-up instructor who was so damn nice and gave me drinks to calm me nerves. Hmmm. Did I actually looked that scared? XD
And, my boyfriend for his utmost belief in my abilities and saying he'll go awol if i don't pass and texting me after lights out for motivation although he's dead tired from sit test and already have two confinements under his belt. He's serving one this weekend but got out early and nulled the other. <3
And so... anybody up for a spin around town? :)
A barber and his wife.
Friday, June 10, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
It's in approximately 17 hours and 10 minutes but I'm already scared shit.
I'm sucha noob, actually.
It's times like this which amplifies that fact.
AWL from work today,
feel the wind in your veins.
Safe.
Wednesday, June 08, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
On that arduos journey back on home 960-190-307 bus rides, well not that arduos coz there were seats the ice box was largely air conditioned with minimal smell, I thought of myself.
It sounds like a selfish thing to do, thinking about yourself but hey, I found out more.
I realised that I like to be safe.
I don't just like like to be safe, I really like like to be safe.
This supports my once-strange quirks too.
(I said once cause they are no longer strange after my wonderful mind-blowing discovery.)
I like it when it's heavily raining cats and dorks out and mornings, afternoons and nights and that I'm safely sheltered either in my little cottage called home, my workplace or even in the ice box with wheels - also known as a bus.
This proved that my once weird trait about loving the rain when everyone else hates it is no longer weird because it is strongly albeit superficially backed with scientific evidence enough to make my otherwise shallow argument relevant and valid.
Also, I am happy when my boyfriend always sends me back to my doorstep no matter the time or weather or if we're quarrelling even though he lives one gazillion miles away from me because I'm safe.
Not that I'm in tremendous distress and mournful now but yes I'm feeling not-that-high these days cause my source of protection is locked away in a mountain called tekong. Okay maybe its an island and not a mountain but island makes it sounds like a weekend getaway to a beach resort and mountain makes it sound like a 2 month frozen meditation up in the clouds. And, errr. mountain is a better description coz the reception is bad at the peak of everest too.
Actually I have no idea where my argument is going so I'm gonna stop here.
I'm so glad GP is over so I never have to do this pointargumentlink crap for real again.
Okay fine fine.
I just wanna say that I love that it raining NOW <3 and really hope that Joel comes out early this weekend.
The above are just very random crap with comes out of me when im dead tired.
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