Sunday, December 21, 2008, ϟ 0 shout(s)

I need luck. I need fate too. Lots of them. Someone give them to me.



Let me list you things I'm currently so into.


- DO ME MORE by Namie Amuro.


I LOVE IT LIKE CRAZY!!!

Its playing in my head ever since. Since...


Another talented artiste.

Well, she's always been talented.


- Days by Ayu-chan.


Why? Because its Days. When a beautiful melody clashes with Ayu's sweet saccharine voice, it makes good music.


- All of Ayu's lyrics.


Ahh crap. Someone else have to remind me of Ayu's meaningful thoughts and words encased into her songs as always. Just some four sentences or a stanza can make me tear up if I read in-between the lines. Let me just give you some examples.



Winding Road

The footprints I left behind
Are distorted and muddy
But I don't regret them at all
I'm proud of them from the bottom of my heart

Yes, this is the road I chose



A Song For XX

I was born alone.
I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.


Memorial address ~take 2

I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie


POWDER SNOW

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly?
Until my voice withers away.


Happy Ending

Well, I know better than anyone else,
That a happy ending never suits me.


Kiss o´ Kill

The more you pretend to be strong,
I see your weakness
The more you bare your fangs,
I see your pain

Because you shed tears as if you were laughing
And laugh as if you were crying


Endless Sorrow

What if you're alone
and suddenly become blind,
and what if despite that
you kept walking forward?


These are just a few.
Although it might not relate to me, I think that all her self-written lyrics have a direction.

That thats exactly how she felt when she wrote them down.
And that is why it actually has a meaning, rather than just plain touching words heading nowhere.
Definitely, there's more to the Ayumi than you know.
Than anyone knows.

Actually, there's much more to anyone than what anybody else knows.


- My Kibbs Kibbs!!

He's the cutest and the most loveable! And the fact that a dog returns and multiplies the love its owners give it touches me. =)






And the stuffstuffs that I hate...


Muahahahahahaa


Gladiator Sandals.

I'm so sorry if you love them, but here's a piece of my mind.

I think, that they stink.

And those people blindly following fashion, are they really into those footwear or they're wearing it because people are wearing it?

And IMHO, there're like so many people that I asked hated those sandals too. Meaning, it has no appeal at all. And yet people are wearing things that are neither boots nor sandals.

Especially those shiny silver ones. My god.

Actually, there're many stuff people buy before considering if its even pretty. Just for the sake of fashion. And the more people wears them, the less I would even consider getting it. Where did their sense of uniqueness flew off too?



And I hate getting up in the morning.

But I do make it a point to set my alarm at 8am daily. But I'd like snooze till 11am then I'd wake up.

For eg last night.

I was gossiping with my sis till like 4am. She's on the lappy and I'm like half asleep and we were crapping abt Ayu and everything.

And then the hunger pangs came and she went to steam baos.

The prob is, she doesn't keep a lookout on the bao. At all.

Till the charred smell drifted into our room then,

Oh shit!

She chionged to the kitchen and get her charred bao.

And then she have to eat charred bao.

Like roflmao!

And since we slept at 4am, I can't wake up at 8am!!

So today I've got to miss eating breakfast outside with my parents.

Ok, I should stop chatting to my sis every night and sleep early!!!


Grrr.


Ok, I'll stop crapping now.

I didn't know that I can crap so much about nothing. XD

Bye!!

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