Tuesday, February 03, 2009, ϟ 0 shout(s)

First day back from school, I just let the tears flow.

Insecurity, strangeness, unbelonging.

And that huge stress weighing down on me over my bleak future.

Its like Day ONE and they bombarded us with talks from NUS, NTU, SMU and subject combi.

Like which school does that to their students?

Day TWO we started STUDYING. Yes. When all the other schools are having fun at their orientation.

Ask me about ECONOMICS, I can prolly summarize the whole syllabus for you.

However, second day back from school, I started loving it.

Now, I don't wanna leave anymore, but I can't stay.


Life is full on such stuff, isn't it?
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