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Monday, January 10, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
In and out of sanity.
To be an adventurer, you'll have to live like one.
Because if the job still doesn't come, I'm freaking going out to look for one.
And actually, are choices justifiably good?
Obviously not.
Because with choices come dilemnas, trilemnas and massive confusion.
If only the world is black and white.
But that itself is a dilemna.
Ayumi is married.
Long ago I used to be the one blabbering Ayu's news to my friends who are less than interested but still politely listen. (heheh sorry people)
Now, people are telling me that Ayu is married. Hahahahah.
When I went back to KSS yesterday, it felt so natural, like CJC haven't happen.
Oh gosh.
So scary.
I need to go CJC walk walk soon. :)
Fireworks.
Saturday, January 01, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Strangely, this shall be my very first post of 2011 and it will be solely on fireworks.
Yep, FIREWORKS!
Call me a noobu, but fireworks (especially the in-your-face kind), never fails to excite!
Closed 2010 (with a bang, yeah) at Marina with the Hofamily! :)
It was awesome. Not at the extremely crowded areas at certain junctions where we have to link arms so we wouldn't lose each other, but during the countdown, live.
Now, I really really really wanna go to Ayu's annual CountdownLive Yokoso in Japan. Really really. Okay DebHo, time to make our dream a reality. 2011. :D
Because during the last 10 seconds of 2010, when the laser lights shone over the entire bay, the entire 2010 flashed by me. And then all of a sudden, the special moment is gone. The first firework exploded and the entire crowd cheered and celebrated.
Hahahaha okay lah. It isn't that narrative-like luh.
Just that the feeling of cheering with 300,000 people is GREAT.
So, Ayu's CDL2011~
Oh yeah. I've just developed an eye sty. How timely. Grahhh.
and, with all my heart, I pray that you'll be fine.
Prolly the last of 2010.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
It's been an exhilarating few days which are slightly too overwhelming to be squeezed into this little typespace.
There is never a better time to have it hit me that learning isn't constrained to a classroom.
Because I've met wisemen and listened to wisetalks, I'm filled with wisefacts that made me much more understanding and less of whatever I've been feeling.
What's this?
Erm, I guess they call it enlightenment.
On a sidenote, I think it's hightime for a blogskin change because this current one is pissing me (and probably you) off! Haha.
Rightright? All my spaces in between sentences are freaking gone and now nobody can read in peace but must instead "strain your pretty little peepers".
I can't believe I actually said that in my younger years.
- At marina with two kites that doesn't really want to fly. XD
- And then few days before Christmas, we went over to Cindy's for potluck that failed. It became a pizza session instead. Pizza wasn't too bad, we all had fun and Hebe's too cute!
- And then for Christmas (omg I keep saying Christmas instead of Xmas now - all noobu's fault!) and her eve, I just went along with the whole(Ho) family punintended around sg. On Christmas' night, went over to Aloy's house for a stayover. It was simply rockband (I'm bass), drink poker, ghost stories, lightsout and Mac breakfast. Since I'm no drinker at all, 40% vodka is no small feat for me. Muahahah, but I'm still sober w/o any redintheface (like Chanel had been) or whatsoever. Hehehehe.
And so I came home, slept through sunday, caught a wee fever, went for driving theory practice on Monday, met up with Jguy, then off to TPY today.
but,
I think the fever's not dead yet. :(
Well, since I promised myself to give my dying blog a breath of life again and fill it with piccies after A's, I hope this was eventful. :)
Bye kids!
Moving on.
Friday, December 17, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
That can be difficult for a person like me.
Someone who is extremely and insensibly sentimental.
I was just herding my giganticOMGhuge pile of wood pulp that defines my entire JC academic life into a humble cupboard and out of harm's way.
Well, it's just so sad because I don't want to let them go.
I don't want to let anything go, always.
But I guess, at some point, some time, we all have to move on.
We all have newer paths to trod and greener grass to dwell on.
But then, packing all the notes incites fear as well.
I'm so freaking scared to screw it up or something because I don't want to relieve that painful journey again.
Noooooo.
I read through a certain math mock paper and sigma notation looks like greek to me.
What scary is that I'm supposedly comfortable with it just 5 (or 6?) weeks ago.
Yakyakyak.
Guess this is boring you because it's boring me.
Bye kids. :)
OMG LOVE SONGS GOTTA GET IT.
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Sunday, December 12, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Crossroads.
Oh HII.
Just to update my life in an online diary,
School have ended.
A levels have started.
A levels have ended.
Prom-prep have started.
Prom is over.
And I'm two weeks into my super long vacation.
:D
Call me weird,
but I miss school.
I want to wear my uni and report for school tomorrow, to sit with MelHo and Kirti during Chem tutorial, and to slack and chat with the girls in the canteen during break. I want to survive PE again and travel home after school with Joel. It's all gone. :(
Hahaha. That horrid, momentary schoolsickness.
Nah, but I don't want to relieve the 2nd sem of J2 again. Nonononono.
Don't want mugging senseless, feeling drained, being unable to squeeze time out for Internet & dramas and outings. Hehehe.
Life haven't been less hectic since 29th November 2010, though.
Hahahah, for the record, I've been
- going out w/ Jguy
- going out w/ mom&sis
- staying at home
- going out w/ Jguy
- going to prom
- going to Msia w/ family
- going for breakfast w/ family
- going for lunch at Jane's, then dinner w/ Jguy
- going to apply for btt w/ Jocelyn , then to the airport to send dad off
- going out w/ mom to get new contacts, then meeting sis for dinner
- going out w/ Jguy
- going out w/ some of the T17 gals to Bugis/Raffles/Marina at night
- going out w/ family to TiongBahru/Vivo/Bugis/Chinatown
- rotting at home today
Hehehe. That was every single day from 29th November till date.
Going to Marina w/ JoMichBritJanice tmrr, then a few days of rotting at home, I guess.
Jguy, hurry backkk! :(
I guess I'll permit myself to dance and make merry till the year is over, then look for a job, since a good one just slipped out of my clutches not too long ago. XD
PS: I can't find a good hiding spot to stash all my notes/book, which are currently piling up high on my piano. Hmmm.
If you ignore all your feelings
You won't feel any hurt
But you won't feel any happiness too
Don't live like you are dead
- Ayumi (Like a Doll)
new past