A Kibbles Lover.

Just to know that blogger's uploader is still working

2012-01-20T00:13:00.003+08:00

Little brother in 2008:

11 years old

Little brother in 2011:

14 years old

Big sister knows best.

Just a random wild thought.

2012-01-19T15:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, when we are so caught up in the mighty turbo-speed world, in tangles of friendship, work and pace, its hard to face the fact that we've lost touch with the simplest joy life can give us. When the world starts to manipulate some and give others a plastic sheet to paint their wide grins - why not touch deep and remember the little things which gave you moments of bliss.

Petting a kitty's soft fur, having her follow me to my home, my darling Kibbs bounding up to me in a excited fluff of fur, getting jealous when he scented the kitten on my hands, a baby's laughter - all these just lifted the corners of my mouth a little.

Long gone are the days after which I return home at 2 from school, taking Kibbs down for a long yawn walk, and be back home downloading songs and blogging.

I'm glad to be able to relieve that memory today.

Last post, 2011.

2011-12-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

Today calls the close of 2011.

Here I am as a very much different person from when I wore CJC's uniform for the last day on A levels Physics MCQ paper.

Well, for one, I'm constantly blasting Taylor Swift's music as of recent (credits to you know who).

I've finally gotten the brown, curly locks I've been moping about for since 2007.

I've gotten into a steady relationship which is kinda steady (1 year 5 months) for somebody like me and my boyfriend who at first glance doesn't really look like people who commits. Yeah, both of us surprised ourselves I guess.

I've had experienced many new emotions this year - fervent heartbreaks, euphoric heights of bliss, actually get deeply and emotionally affected for someone else's plight and gifts, and my personal caving in because of my results. I'd never felt so sore over them even back then when I used to get E8s for A math and am the constant black thorn in my math teacher's brilliant class.

I've actually gotten a real contractual job for a 5-month period and quickly grew to hate the mundanity of it all and attribute my tolerance to the presence of my two dear friends Jocelyn & Melissa, and my friendly colleagues Reni & Shirley and of course my teacher & mentor, Florence who guided me, helped me and taught me.

I've also experience one of the wildest camps this year - FOC & Rag camp and am on my way to rebuild a yet even better camp for the freshmen next year.

I've finally completed something I've wanted to do for a long time - participate in an elaborated celebration. Rag & Flag was one of the best decisions I've made. No doubt I've put in what some people might call extravagant effort on an event that doesn't reap anything and draws to a nil upon performance; I've still learnt a lot and gained many many nice people as good friends and have accomplished and experienced that top of the world feeling of completing something that everyone has worked hard together for.

I've never felt so charged during school term before. Whoever told me that uni life is slacker than JC's is prolly lying. It's a mad crazy rush from week 1 to week 13 which leads up to an even crazier rush mugging for exams. Which I now confess, much to my chagrin of an afterthought, I didn't really put in that much of an effort.

Which, as of now, is also going to be a matter of the past.

I've tried my hands on baking, finally. But still, its an idiot-guide version that doesn't include an oven and lends the experienced hand of my psbff CT. Who likes initials. Hahaha.

Being 19 means I'm closer to being a grown-up and no longer in the growing up range. I've learnt to treasure those around me, especially my dearest family who's always been there since 19 nov 1992, and my boyfriend Joel since 2 July 2010 and who promised to be there for a long long time later. (ewwwww cheesy max but don't mind me please)

You've always been here even when I'm being slutty or annoying or plain unreasonable. Thanks for giving me so much, really. And being so cute sometimes. Like your most recent text "I can imagine you smiling and that's why I'm smiling now". Can't understand why we're still so goofy and silly like a fresh couple.

And that closes 2011.

Welcome 2012.

I sure hope you're not the end of the world cause I haven't lived life to the fullest yet.

Please give me more hope & happiness and I promise to grow up into a yet even more mature girl.

I know that sentence above already gives you doubts but never mind.

I'm captivated by you baby, like a firework show.

So glad to be able to welcome the new year with a firework show tonight, with you.

la isla bonita

2011-12-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

With a little spare time on my hand, I got creative with my blog skin.

Under the awfully heavy influence of the recent chinese/victorian/french history novels I've been reading, I've created this idyllic getaway.

How fun can these short breaks be.

Anyway.

Can my mac stop electrocuting my palms?!

yeah we're dancing on table tops

2011-12-12T15:58:00.002+08:00

I'm back with lotsa loot to boot.

Almost lost the entire bag of it, though. XD

Saying KL is warmer than SG is an understatement. It's practically roasting in there.

I'd attribute it to the lack of shrubbery but then again it's prolly cause it's a tad bit nearer to the equator?

Even Genting isn't that cold anymore and fog no longer clouds our visions at night.

They've closed down all of my fave-four rides: Cyclone, Tobbogan, F.Dragon & Mine train. Boo.

And for the first time in my entire history of Genting visits, it rained.

Visited the same few places in KL again but this time, we're better acquainted with their rail systems.

Spent more time sleeping than shopping in this trip, so not as many buyings as I thought I'd have.

Gonna have to catch a breather today then immerse myself in more outings. Gin's house for xmas exchange tonight! :D

Something I've learnt: I'm very much grateful for the funny, closely-knit family of mine.

Oh and congrats to boyfriend J for screwing the prov. driving license with only 2 points!

Yes, no more squeezy MRT & giddy bus-rides after our dates! :D

dot.

2 December

2011-12-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

1,2,3,4,5,6...

17. :)

Spew of vulgarities

2011-12-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

#like a mugger.

I swear in this semester, the only module that can make me do that is econs.

Always the same, baby, always the same. Never fail to make my brain pulsate.

Don't understand why are there so many $%^ models to understand when stupid prof just went through 40 minutes of intense 3rd degree high level differentiation shit. I swore I took H2 math but apparently I can't understand this "basic algebra manipulation" because its not erm, basic enough.

Doesn't help that she decided to teach them on the visualiser (not like her handwriting is damn nice or what right) so the very helpful webcast has like 40min of black screen.

On a random note.

"Hellllo mugtoad!"

"Hi slackerella."

#textsfrombf

There's this story

2011-11-29T15:34:00.002+08:00

of this classmate of mine when I was in J1.

So this classmate happened to be in my PW group too.

During sometime near august, I happened to mention to him I'll be going to Malaysia so I can't meet for PW on this certain day.

So he said I'd better buy some birthday present for him from Malaysia.

Apparently his birthday was around the corner.

So I went and came back and forgot about the present.

And was so damn guilty cause he kept asking "where's my present?"

So I thought... wait till he forget about this. Then I can escape this horrible situation and as soon as PW is over, I don't have anything to do with him and his birthday presents anymore.

And so he forgot about it...

That's great news but as things goes, this boy became my boyfriend.

So this means I'll have no escape for the many birthdays to come.

And as it seems, he forgot about this incident too.

HAHA so when you're reading this, I'll tell you I'll be getting your christmas present this time I go malaysia. ;D *saved*

Christmas

2011-11-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

On the fifth day of Christmas my true love gave to me,

5 GOLDEN RINGS.

4 calling birds

3 french hens

2 turtle doves

and a partridge in a pear-tree.

Okay. Exam mode.

No Xmas mode. Yet.

Regret

2011-11-22T09:43:00.001+08:00

Why the hell did I spend my entire study week on Biology and Biology only?

It's not even a core mod and now I'm pretty much screwed for accounting/law/econs.

stupid girl.

justsaying

2011-11-18T21:53:00.001+08:00

Physics:

Nodes & Antinodes

Biology:

Nodes & Internodes

Which mean totally different things. Confusing much. :(

Life as it is #2

2011-11-15T19:29:00.001+08:00

Biology > (Physics + Chemistry)

Owned much.

Too late to regret for the two years of PCMe.

Neanderthals

2011-11-15T15:31:00.002+08:00

Having read about something which is human-like but not human makes me go crazy with curiosity and wonderment.

So I ditched my Bio notes for extensive research on Neanderthals.

Just gotta hope Sat's bio paper is extensively on neanderthals, which I highly doubt. XD

Tomorrow's schedule

2011-11-08T00:03:00.003+08:00

9.30am - Bio test

10am - 2pm - MNO meeting

2pm-3pm - Econs tutorial

3pm-6pm - MNO meeting

6pm-10pm - Accounting project meeting

Save me. Imma die tmr. :(

November

2011-11-01T21:13:00.003+08:00

November is here to greet again <3

It just feels so good.

Wintry mornings, fallen leaves and scented rain.

All in the tidings of November's rust.

And soon, it takes 1 day to be a year older. :)

Screw this account.

2011-10-30T16:09:00.001+08:00

I'm stuck in accounting tutorial trying hard to figure out the differences between net income and net profit and gross income and revenue and net sales.

My major problem is net income and net profit.

In the end, net income and net profit are synonyms, says yahoo. -.-

Look at my tagboard.

2011-10-29T00:42:00.003+08:00

Spammer says: I'm not a spammer, just a vistor

It's like standing above the hidden treasure chest in the sand and yelling at everyone that it's not under your feet. -.-

Life as it is.

2011-10-29T00:36:00.005+08:00

Penultimate accounting lecture tomorrow.

Tomorrow is a... Saturday.

Sometimes I think what I'm taking now is pure madness.

Workload never really ends. Didn't even halted for like, 12 hours.

MNO project, then MNO test. Then acct project. Then mid terms. Then biz law project. Then acct project again. Then ME project. Then MNO project. Then acct project once again. Then MNO test. Then the ultimate era: Final MNO project, Final Acct GOME project, Ultimate Managerial Econs project.

That plus 3 tutorials & 1 Lab report every week. >.<

Exams

2011-10-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

Exams (and my birthday) arriving exactly in a month's time.

My freaking goodness, I thought uni just began. :/

Melancholy.

2011-10-20T16:09:00.002+08:00

A series of kitten torture-murders; people get notified and sympathy spreads, but the murders continue relentlessly.

A case of a child murder; police are deployed immediately, island-wide, and the murderer is caught within 24 hours.

All of them are lives create by God.

Why must it be that some lives are valued more than others?

Yumyum.

2011-10-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

FUN WEEK COMING UP!

I get to eat during dining etiquette class on wednesday.

I get to go on a blind date (dining in the dark, don't anyhow think :P) tmr~

Yummy week coming up!!

Okay. Sad attempt to curb Monday blues on a dreary Sunday night.

Bugis.

2011-10-16T01:40:00.003+08:00

I spent the first half of today rushing through accounting tutorial. Got my head buzzy fuzzy and I'm gonna continue on that tmr.

The off to Lot1 to meet Joel & to Bugis for a serious errand of shopping. :D

And a long 190 ride back home.

I was complaining a lot about my old, smelly and ugly red polka-dotted backpack.

Okay maybe it isn't that old and smelly and certainly not ugly, but yeah.

So Joel bought me two new backpacks! And also ulcer cream because again I was complaining about my ulcers.

Lovely boy. <3

Happy xxxDAY! We don't need special occasions to celebrate! :)

Thursday for a day.

2011-10-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

Monopoly tutorial, check.

MNO presentation, check.

And that's all I can take for a day.

Monopoly tutorial is NOT how-to-play-the-mcdonalds-boardgame.

Toad

2011-10-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

Val gave up this week of mug toad to devote them to the projects.

Val REALLY have to get down to some good work after Thursday.

Current Liabilities

Using accounting notes

Accounting tutorial*

Monopoly

Price discrimination

Monopoly tutorial*

Remedies for a breach of contract

Biz Law tutorial*

Bio lab work*

Evolution

Stupid resume writing*

GOME accounting project. *

Priorities in asterisks.

My workload for Sunday. I think weekends doesn't mean rest anymore. :(

1/2T17

2011-10-11T21:24:00.004+08:00

How I miss our horridly playful class, always coming up with every possible activity other than mugging after lessons.

Pool, Island Creamery, games of basketball, pingpong and many random outings.

How we use every possible break to eat and gossip instead of hardworkingly mugging like we should.

How the Batam OCIP was so apt which totally bonded our class.

How Mel, Jane and me will get caught for our short skirts and me worrying over my brown hair.

How we used to rush to the showers after PE lessons.

How me & Chanel had to stand on 190 after school everyday.

How Chinese Wok tasted.

How PL always desperately tries to tell us that we're really screwed if we continue being monkeys.

How the econs lecture after break is always nap time.

How everyone's econs notes are largely blank for a good 2 years.

How we dread double GP periods where we have to write essays.

How we survived Chinese lessons with the most benevolent LaoShi ever.

How Marigold, sorry Mdm Mary Goh, always is so funny but never quite realize it.

How a bunch of us used to coop at Jane's house attacking her piano/cookies/majong table or playing poker on the floor with strange chips.

How we survived cross-country.

How I realized that Joel is an awesome guy.

How Mel and I would burst out laughing for a long time over something trival.

How Kirti and I look outside the window wanting to take pictures of all the weathers but never got down to it.

How Chanel, Jane, Jan & me march over to LAM every friday to fold clothes and gossip.

How we went all out to sell roses/cupcakes for Interact and cookies for OCIP.

How Cindy is the awesomest and most responsible HTC ever.

How our class suddenly had a beyblade craze nearing A levels and play them in the bin cover.

How Mr Ha is the kindest PE teacher and calls us girlgirl.

How napfa sucks. Well the boys will now say that its nothing compared to IPPT.

How we stayed in school at night for night study and sometimes the free night snack is better than any food our canteen can produce.

How I'm so laden in projects and deadlines now.

What was I complaining about PW back then man? I didn't know shit.

Now every week is like the pressurizing week before WR submission.

Still remember I was freaking out the night before the deadline to Yikpeng and Joel on msn and both of them were so calm. Then yikpeng got her mom to print the report in black and white and Joel wanted to skip school the next day to get it binded.

And how I'm so glad I kept a part of these wonderful memories with me forever. <3

The science of writing.

2011-10-09T01:22:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm kidding.

I'm so not gonna launch into a endless twitter of neurons and exons in our brains which propels and promotes general art in the form of writing. (I totally made that up)

Yup, but fortunately (or not), I was under the perpetual influence of boyfriend J to practice the spirit of free writing, to which I proclaimed myself having lost the flair of it, and was quickly reminded (by boyfriend J again) that I didn't have one to begin with. -.-

Well but then again, having time wrenched and tugged and squeezed dry by homework, project work and dates, which in order is compulsory, compulsory and optional, my limited blog posts is none other than boyfriend J's fault.

Hahahaha just kidding. Dates are not optional, they are essential! (are you reading this you boofu)

And so, having just returned from a long day out of meatballs and 1911 revolutions, I'm better retire my sleepy eyes to bed.

Oh yes, it's raining on a 1.30am! My favorite weather of our daily 2 seasons.

BYE.

Managerial Econs Saga

2011-10-02T01:47:00.002+08:00

BSP1005 Managerial Econs Midterms:

2pm-3.15pm

NUS Multi-Purpose Sports Hall 1

30% of module grade

And so we mugged hard from recess week, till this week, till Thursday night, till Friday night, till Saturday morning...

And packed our bags to travel to school, reaching there all sweaty and excited.

1.45 pm: Everyone's gathered and chatting

2pm: Everyone all geared up to do the midterms

2.05pm: Everyone can't wait to get it

2.10pm: Everyone getting pissed

2.15pm: Everyone getting sleepy from the waiting

2.20pm: Hi everyone, we're very sorry but we have an admin mistake. There was a shortage of papers and the test is postponed to 3pm. Oh, no wait. How about the test is postponed till further notice. You guys can all scuttle home and wallow in self-pity because this is how we do things.

5 something pm: Hi everyone. How about the midterms is just cancelled and you can do the paper as practice. The 30% weightage will just go to your finals/assignments/presentation.

WHAT ON FREAKING EARTH?! Like I studied so hard for this shit hoping that this 30% will help in my miserable econs because most of it is the demand and supply shifting up and down that I know? Because the finals will be full of MC AC AVC AFC MR MB BULLSHIT and all kinds of related alphabets which doesn't make shit sense which will cause me to be a miserable econs student?

My poor 30%.

My poor un-calculable opportunity cost of time and money (damn I cabbed home on fri to mug this shit) and brain juice and effort and energy.

Fine, this is life. So my midterms is cancelled and I went to meet Joel and wanted to find the class. But they said all the girls left already so Joel didn't want me to feel left out and so we gave it a miss.

Went out shoppinggg and eatingggg! :)

Happy 15th Monthsary, manslut!

Will blog about both Ayu's 3D concert soon. Friggin' tired now. :)

Skin.

2011-09-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

Omg I really know I should be studying for midterms.

But I also know I like changes.

And I can't stop working changing my blogskin once I've started.

And I don't like small words.

And I don't like font colours I can't see.

So cute, clear, ~~pink~~ blogskin again. :)

midterms

2011-09-25T19:05:00.003+08:00

Hi world, I'm drowning.

I'm drowning in assignments.

I'm drowning in project work (my goodness how many of them can they have here; I thought PW was bad)

I'm drowning in outings and social life and family life and

I'm drowning in exams.

Face it Val, MIDTERMS ARE HERE!

And during my only, last attempt at results-salvaging Recess week, I'm playing.

I think Joel is being awesome. (HEY are you reading this)

Joel is putting up with my last few days of Recess Week panic attack when I realized I've just given my God-bestowed-time-to-save-my-ass for midterms away, where I provide short, sparse SMSes and no dates at all during my weekend. Though I spent the entire Sat out of SG instead of doing good mugging. :(

And my short, tired calls at night whose air time supply have plummeted pitifully by about 83.33%. In short, our call time dropped from an average of 120 minutes to the insignificant sorry 20 minutes.

Where else can I find such a guy?

One who sends me home every single night and treats it like a delight instead of an offer.

One who sponsers everysingleshitthatIwannabuy.

One who can make MVPqingren drama watching girls swoon (though I never personally watched it)

One who smiles like a smurf when I'm smiling like a smurf

One who lets me have my way as much as possible (but still don't let me go overboard :S)

One who's always there for me and holds my heart in his coarse, weathered-by-basketball-bouncing palm.

Else the vice of the virtually informative, or informatively virtual galaxy grip me in its absolutely deathly claws and drag me into the hells of time-wastage, I'd better wrap this up.

So... yeah.

GoodwhatanabruptendingBye!

life? the bitch.

2011-09-08T23:21:00.003+08:00

Screw life.

Life sucks ttm now.

Can't believe how much it suck.

Like big time.

Big shit ass time man.

FML is an understatement.

ARGGGGGGGGGGBLAHHHHHMUAHHHHHHHHHDAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNIT.

Stupid me stupid me stupid me.

Stupid me.

Sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks.

violets are blue.

2011-09-07T21:43:00.003+08:00

there comes a time where you need to earn your keep.

that nothing comes to you perfect and leaves that way.

that there's someone to worry about

that you're pushed into the world of maturity

that you learn like you've never had before

that everything sweet is exaggerated

that everything bitter is too

that emotions rise and plunge in a matter of seconds

that a "but i still love you" almost always suffice

that you fell in love.

google

2011-08-29T22:38:00.004+08:00

I'd always though google was an awesome invention - google server, google blogger, google chrome whatnots.
Then I had to sign up with this google acct for my NUSSU Bizcom email.
And I'm lazy and am not the kind of person who has a little book of all my usernames and passwords, I rely on the trusty "let google chrome remember this password?" option.
So my new google web's password became the nussu bizcom one.

Sucks. I totally forgot that this will cause a "forget me" for the google blogger account.
So after experimenting for forever, I recovered my password.
Now don't bother telling me that I should use the "forgot my password" option.

everyone has their bimbo moments. :S

I'd really like to go back to the days when I blog about that I eat and where I go (omg the awesome lot1!!!!!) or what movie I watched (FD5 4.5 stars!!!!) and just bombard pictures with explanations, first explaning that this is a photoblog or something like that.

1) ~~I don't have time.~~
1) I have grown up.

And yeah. I need MaryGoh to teach me H2 econs now. Princess Jasmine is useless.

Still remember the days when Joel will always send me home after school every single day.

Now he takes better care of his rifle and his boots. :(

But at least I get to be both rifle and boots on the days he book out.

Wheeee book out!

Yep PW mate, Pan Pacific fire safety tips, anyone? <3

centipede

2011-08-22T17:22:00.002+08:00

Operation Centipede Day 8 in field camp.

Managerial Econs tutorial and Acctg lecture before I hear from you again.

This sucks and I'm starving now.

Meeting my slutty ladies for dinner. :)

Life after rag.

2011-08-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

My life is currently hectic and awesome.

Still having the withdrawal symtoms of post BizRag because we suffered so much for the shield (and got it back! ^^) and forged many many close ties. Woohoo 63 BRaggers + Zan and Const let's rock on in our post-rag party!

Dearest boyfriend is stuck in a 10 day field camp called Operation Centipede or something and this is another reason why I hate centipedes. (First being they have too many legs.)

He's finally coming out on the day he turns 19 which is also the day of bizrag post party. This sucks. :(

And me has gotten this awesome MacBookPro which is so awesome I can't describe it more that it's awesome!

Everyone's muggarholic now so it doesn't seem very wise to juggle too many CCAs if I don't want a too-low cap. Ahhh and BizLaw is driving me nuts. :( Biology is an awesome breadth though! I think I'm going to re-learn cells and their cell membranes and final exam is an awesome MCQ.

Just one bummer of school. Transportation sucks big time during peak hours. I take one million years to get to classes and so far, I've never been on time for any. :(

New goal: Identify good, new route to get to school during peak hours. Ie hitch a ride, cab, get a car.

But as I'm not filthy rich, the abovementioned are not feasible at all. Guess I just need to do it the old school way - get out of house super earlylee.

Okay don't know what I'm blabbering now. Goodnight!

stuck like glue

2011-08-07T02:41:00.000+08:00

Woah oh woah oh,

stuck like glue

you and me, baby

we're stuck like glue.

Team Business Rag (BRAG)

2011-08-01T08:14:00.003+08:00

Just out on Saturday after the gurelling 6 day training.

Going back in today for Rag clash with O week camp.
I'm gonna run out of batt very soon. T.T
Kinda anticipating the Sentosa wavehouse finale night!

And, just got a MacBookPro for uni studies! Awesomeeee shizzzz! ^^

I see them everywhere.

2011-07-20T17:46:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, even the bizard occurences of the world can't make you take your eyes off such simple delights.

School's in this autumn.

2011-07-20T16:16:00.003+08:00

I miss rockwell already.

I know I know, it's only been one week and Jo will kill me because I was constantly going on and on about how sick I am of work. But this is life.

Currently my schedule's packed ttm and today is the only day I had to block all the activities out so that I can have some time for myself. Like finally! ^^

Rag's been an awsome but omgly time-consuming experience.
Love the midnight supper after rag with OG mates. <3

Raam's 21st bdae surprise was kinda awesome and for once we NR3ed home on a super long journey from clarkquay to homes.

Currently the raggers are all doing crunches and stuff to flatten our bellies cause our rag costumes requires us to bare our midriffs. -.-

And Sunday is finally when I get to meet cadetJoel for a limited 4 hours out of the three week confinement. ^^

All geared up for the crazy 2 week long BizAd Rag Camp!

Help.

2011-07-06T00:19:00.003+08:00

I'm totally mindblown and wasted.
There're so many so many so many so many things wheezing by and I really can't tear myself into one million pieces to be available for all of them.

The major ass is work. Glad I'm ending soon but I'm gonna miss the awesome people there alot.

Timetimetimetimetime i just need a little more pweeese?

Today was a fairytale.

2011-07-03T11:44:00.004+08:00

But can you feel this magic in the air,

One year ago, we embarked on a journey around. We took four train lines that day. Did we know that it will soon become our normal practice? I guess we didn't.

One year ago, you bought me subway cookies on the sly. Did I know that you're soon gonna buy me so many many other stuff?

Can we see it coming? The trials, tribulations and the sweetness of conquering them?

must have been the way... today was a fairytale.

One year ago, you told me how you felt.

I'm glad that one year later, you still sing to me in the same voice.

I now know you're tone-deaf, but you're surprisingly the best singer in the world.

You told me I was pretty when I look like a mess, today was a fairytale.

You taught me so much and helped me through all the injustice the world did to me.

Although you're now snoozing after your POP and I'm one day late, just wanna wish you a Happy 1st Anniversary, dear. <3

Confession again.

2011-06-12T01:43:00.003+08:00

These few days saw me support from so many love lamps shining around me.

I know that sounds cliche, but hey, they're pretty bright.

Today was driving... test.

Firstly, I have to thank my two colleagues cum schoolmates cum classmates cum tablemates who are both in totally abstract and different situations, Jo & MelHo, who had so much faith in me and always telling me that I'd pass it. When they haven't even seen me drive.

Then comes my awesome little brother who (as I've realised when I said "who's that" when he answered the phone) isn't actually very little anymore that wanted to accompany me for the test and wait for me there. Though he finally didn't cause he couldn't wake up that early but point taken.

Then my sis and mom who only have "just don't be scared" to say but they repeated it a million times so point taken too. Actually, if I have a choice, I too don't want to be scared but it's unavoidable!! :(

And my awesome Daddy who drove me to buy breakfast and drove me there and tells me that to get a pass for the first time is a miracle. That actually helped cause it brought down the fear and pressure quite a bit.

Lastly, God for his gift of the awesome tester who chatted with me the whole while and tried speaking chinese (he's non-chinese) to make me laugh and the awesome warm-up instructor who was so damn nice and gave me drinks to calm me nerves. Hmmm. Did I actually looked that scared? XD

And, my boyfriend for his utmost belief in my abilities and saying he'll go awol if i don't pass and texting me after lights out for motivation although he's dead tired from sit test and already have two confinements under his belt. He's serving one this weekend but got out early and nulled the other. <3

And so... anybody up for a spin around town? :)

A barber and his wife.

2011-06-10T17:35:00.002+08:00

It's in approximately 17 hours and 10 minutes but I'm already scared shit.

I'm sucha noob, actually.

It's times like this which amplifies that fact.

AWL from work today,
feel the wind in your veins.

Safe.

2011-06-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

On that arduos journey back on home 960-190-307 bus rides, well not that arduos coz there were seats the ice box was largely air conditioned with minimal smell, I thought of myself.

It sounds like a selfish thing to do, thinking about yourself but hey, I found out more.

I realised that I like to be safe.

I don't just like like to be safe, I really like like to be safe.

This supports my once-strange quirks too.
(I said once cause they are no longer strange after my wonderful mind-blowing discovery.)

I like it when it's heavily raining cats and dorks out and mornings, afternoons and nights and that I'm safely sheltered either in my little cottage called home, my workplace or even in the ice box with wheels - also known as a bus.

This proved that my once weird trait about loving the rain when everyone else hates it is no longer weird because it is strongly albeit superficially backed with scientific evidence enough to make my otherwise shallow argument relevant and valid.

Also, I am happy when my boyfriend always sends me back to my doorstep no matter the time or weather or if we're quarrelling even though he lives one gazillion miles away from me because I'm safe.

Not that I'm in tremendous distress and mournful now but yes I'm feeling not-that-high these days cause my source of protection is locked away in a mountain called tekong. Okay maybe its an island and not a mountain but island makes it sounds like a weekend getaway to a beach resort and mountain makes it sound like a 2 month frozen meditation up in the clouds. And, errr. mountain is a better description coz the reception is bad at the peak of everest too.

Actually I have no idea where my argument is going so I'm gonna stop here.
I'm so glad GP is over so I never have to do this pointargumentlink crap for real again.

Okay fine fine.

I just wanna say that I love that it raining NOW <3 and really hope that Joel comes out early this weekend.

The above are just very random crap with comes out of me when im dead tired.

Wall.

2011-06-05T02:02:00.002+08:00

Eyeballs are popping out soon.

It's amazing how I survived last week.

#1 I sent a total of 15 long texts to a wall over a span of five days.
#2 There's another outfield sit test next week. Crap.
#3 Working hours are loooooooooong.
#4 Went to town everynight of the week and reached home at almost 12 from tues to thurs.
#5 Spent alot of money. Small stuffs, but I indulge in good food way to much for my income to match up.
#6 Tired just doesn't have the same definition anymore.
#7 This stupid keybordsucks ttm and tping wasactually like this till I edited every sentene.

K bye Coming back when keyboard is fixe.

Come and gone.

2011-05-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

I'd always thought that 24 hours is too little for a day.
But I've never felt it till now.

Kibbies.

2011-05-15T14:48:00.003+08:00

It's been a whirl of a week.
Insanely quick, but ever-filled with... things.

Emotions, problems, duties, lessons, responsibilities; all these are classified as things, no?

The one thing about emotions is that it bears a negative shadow.
Can't emotions be happiness, joy and laughter?

Time to make a decision and help others with theirs because 1st of June is creeping near.

Increasingly, I don't like tekong much.
It might be the sun, food and sweat; or that I just don't like you being kept in there for so long.
Or, it might be that your POP is on 3rd July, and that our 1st anni is on the 2nd.

New face.

2011-05-06T22:24:00.002+08:00

In a desperate bid to make my blog readable, I changed the skin.

Puzzled me and still does, it's working fine now.

Already counting down to 16th May.

600th post.

2011-04-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

Only. Sometimes, it seemed like you've been blogging forever and the dashboard tells you it's your 600th post.

I still remembered the times when I was a kid and the 100th post is a BIG DEAL. Like yeah. I had so much life then. Okay, weekly updates on Val's life.

This week was pretty awesome. It's great to work at my workplace cause I get pampered by all the aunties around me. Man, as much as I hated the adult working life, I'm gonna miss them when I leave. I keep getting food (pastries, chocolates, sweets, biscuits, you name it) from them. I get a constant hand cream supply too. The two ladies in the cubicles to my left and right and my manager sitting behind me all have hand creams.

So far, I've tried strawberry and lavender flavours. XD Oh oh, I've reached the stage three part of driving already. Circuit's pretty fun but tiring on the right thigh cause you've got to do low-speed control which requires you to maintain a certian pressure on the foot brake and you know, you can't fully rest your heel on the ground for 100 mins. Though it's always dark when I drive after work, the instructor always keeps the foot light on to see where you put your feet. PS: I hate my last driving instructor because he sucks. I've been spending money like water on clothes and food and cab which is very bad cause I've no more income other than my monthly pay and I plan to save half of it every month hence I'm always complaining that I'm broke.

Last week I managed to drive once, meet up with JC friends once, meet up with Jo Mich Brit TY XY and Gin once and awesome boy twice. I reached home at lmost 12mn everyday. And I've been having that life from since I started working. >.< Out with family today and managed to catch up with Raine for quite abit! :) Last week went to SMU Accountacy & Scholarship interviews. Quite okay, they asked me certain boggling questions about life examples. Only that it's very difficult to apply life examples to accountacy. They asked, "Tell me about a recent article you've read." I said, "There was a certain MRT issue which affected the entire MRT system in Singapore, causing all trains to stall for almost 3 hours and affecting many working and schooling people. I feel that blah blah..." So they said," Okay, apply this situation to Accountancy." :O

Hahah, anyway I got passed it! Not too sure about the scholarship though. Received NTU's acceptance for accountancy last week and SMU's acceptance also for accountacy this week. Really hope I can get NUS's one cause that's the only one I actually want. Going for their business school's scholarship interview next Monday though. ^^ Wish me luck! Today was awesome. I woke up at the amazing 1plus pm and slacked till 3 plus. Finally went out for breakfast with family at 4 plus. I have all along hated bee hoon and white food but I had White Beehoon for brunch and it. was. awesome. Prolly the hunger pangs but still. Then went to Sim Lim square to find my earpiece but I found Raine instead, then she found my earpiece. It's kinda difficult to find lollipop's earpiece cause the plughole is a strange, flat rectangle which is both for outgoing sound and incoming battery energy. Hmmm. Had seafood soup two hours after that awesome beehoon brunch. Shopped and bought a cute, brown, ribbon, long-sleeved, uniform look-a-like top. Oh, and I snipped off my fringe. Have I told you that whenever I get sick of my long, okay-looking fringe, I will cleverly edit it and it will look like crap? Have I also told you that since it has happened many times and I should have learnt my lesson, I never did? Bottom line is that my new fringe now suck. Tmr is a cool, blue sunday and OMG I'M GONNA GET A FREE HOLIDAY THIS COMING GOOD FRIDAY! I'm happier now than schooling times over a holiday. It's like free money. Wait, it IS free money cause it's paid. I'm typing and typing and typing so I think I should stop. TgiSunday. Thank God for Saturdays and Sundays and all holidays ever where I don't have to wake up at 6.40am. Oh have I told you about Assassin's Creed Brotherhood? It's like the most awesome xbox, no, console game EVER and it's the only game I've ever played! Maybe because it's the only game I've ever played but still. It has awesome theme music and awesome storyline and awesome graphics and awesome loading time and awesome characters. Yes, all the resting time I spend at home I devote to ACB. Albeit only the multiplayer animous because of the SUPER COOL characters. Assassin's Creed 2 has like the best theme music! The story's so beautiful too. Really, go google it! Alot of killing bloodshed but those are the parts I like least. I love the storyline where Ezio's family was wrongfully executed simply because of unjust where another's family power and influence resulted in his family's massacre due to a certain misunderstanding. He tried his best to stop it to no avail cause he was a noob but then he became an assassin to avenge them. Afterwards when when laws bend due to poor governance and corruption, he kept order in Venice. Shit I sould like an otaku. Ezio's Family Soundtrack http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yCyysCmhlQ Okay Imma sleeeep now. What's wrong with the non-paragraphs eh? I hope that enlistment day will never come. :(

Untitled.

2011-04-10T18:23:00.001+08:00

Screw my blog settings. I have no time to mend them.

Brainless rattle.

2011-04-10T16:40:00.006+08:00

It's been ages since I am granted the freedom to indulge in an hour of blogging, or stick my nose in a good book. In this sense, I'm actually busier now than in my JC years. Eww. :( That hectic, 9am-6pm desk bound job coupled with crazy after-work driving lessons and the occasional night outings on freeer nights suck the living soul out of me. Weekends are packed with family outings and this is the only Sunday in weeks in which I just got to laze in front of my computer. Marketing, ACBing and running. Quitting my job is not impossible, but I since I kinda like such packed days, and of course the liberty to buy and eat anything without worrying about my tightening purse, plus that immense amount of effort and searching I did to get this job, and also that completion bonus of 41.6% of my monthly pay, and experiencing that whole new working environment which schools didn't provide (which I don't entirely like but have to face in later life), I'm staying. Plus now that Jocelyn and MelHo are working with me, the anticipation for lunch we always feel, the complains over my horrible customers... Working is quite awesome! I'm just so glad that everything is falling into place. Nicely, prefectly. When I was little, all I'd wanted is "to be a princess so that I can have everything I want." Now that's the childish version of happiness. Seems like all we're chasing for in this lifetime is happiness. But then and there, we wouldn't know that a princess that has everything she wants is a far cry from happiness, isn't it? Little by little, the perceptions are shaped, and actually, not having everything defines happiness. Everyone in their basic right is happy. We can take it that their periodical moments of sadness actually fuels their ultimate setting of perfection and happiness. Because only with sadness can one actually feel happiness. Happiness is not having, but having something you have not. That's why we always like to choose for people gifts that are not necessarily expensive, but is definitely something that they'd wanted for a long time. Grand Theft Auto IV X-box for my brother, all the clothes I buy for my sister (and myself :P), that Cadbury Picnic bar for Mom. In one short weekend, my dad bought for himself a new sony lcd tv, dvd player and printer. I bought myself two lipsticks, a liquid and a crayon eyeliner and mascara. All these are definitely materialistic, not really cheap but buys happiness. In my simple, brainless definition of "buying happiness", I conclude that when I buy it and felt happy, I bought happiness. Silly, but what other definitions are there? Therefore, wealth buys happiness, no? Haha, I'd definitely die if I submit this is a GP essay, but I'm just too lazy to think of a counter, as I always did. That's for now, bye kids! PS: On an Yuchlogia scale, I'm feeling an eight.

When Kyoto was the Tokyo.

2011-03-14T21:57:00.003+08:00

Japan, you're the first country I fell in love with.
Culture, language, Pop music, Ayumi.
I feel sorry for your state now.
So take care, Japan.

Home at last.

2011-03-08T15:29:00.002+08:00

I haven't been able to just slack at home on a weekday afternoon for so long so this is awesomeeee!

I'm on MC because of a certain bug hovering around.
Flu bug kind of bug.
Hahahah, I don't want you thinking I'm staying at home just because a beetle or something scared the shit out of me recently.

My throat's scratchy and my bodyaches are crazy and a fever's creeping up on me.

On a side note...

OMG XBOX KINECT IS SOME AWESOME SHIZZZZ.

At first I don't understand the big hoo-haa my brother makes over the kinect console but SHIT I've never seen such a clever machine!

Maybe I don't have any of the other consoles at all so I'm like a mountain tortise but SHIT it can recognize your face and take unglam photos of you jumping and squealing in front of the sensor and there's the save& share function which made me freak out because no way am I about to allow the horrible photos near the internet.

Hahahah. Awesome work out too. I was sweating like a pig after an adventure game and my calves and arms hurt like after mass pe some two years ago.

And this game which my brother wanted the xbox for in the first place - Assassin's Creed Brotherhood or something is actually an awesome game! Only that I can't really navigate with all the buttons on the controller so imma get some dance game for the kinect after my next pay.

I'm no Otaku, but crap, I just did up 5 paras on a game console. Hmmm.

Work tmrrr~
(I actually typed "school tmrrrr~" but quickly realised it's wrong)

Okay imma get some good rest now. Hehehehehe.

Bye kids!

Life of a credit control officer

2011-03-03T22:15:00.002+08:00

I face many angry people over the line everyday.

I get yelled at, occasionally by customers.

I get so damn happy when I finally receive that cheque of 300K by Simon Carves after bugging them to pay up for weeks.
Yeah, I know it's normal to get excited when receiving 300K, but that money isn't going into my pockets (if it is I'm gonna resign right away).

I send like 38 politely drafted emails a day and get (yippeee!) an average of 2 replies.

I can't really understand other accents, of like people from China and Bangladesh and Indonesia, so I just say okay... okay, yeah, okay, thank you, bye.
When my manager asks me what is their reply, I shrug and say "I don't really know."

My manager is awesomeee. She's so nice!

I almost fell asleep when the ang moh head ame to address the office team about moving the company forward. It's worse than econs lecture. I also learnt that as adults, you have to act interested even if you're not. Unless you don't really want your job.

TBC.

If we're all dogs,

2011-02-21T23:28:00.001+08:00

Things to learn from dogs by Fran Gratton

Forgive others quickly, grudges are a waste of time
When you forget to feed your dog he often forgets and forgives.
When you punish him a little harshly he still comes to you to get petted.
Your dog is the last one to blame you and hold a grudge.
Dogs know that a simple touch from someone you love can make a situation better.
Hug your family and friends.
Don't let minor problems become big ones.
Nourish your relationships with family members and forgive the fact that they nor you are perfect Pet them too.

Always get your beauty rest
Dogs know all about beauty sleep since they do it so often.
Dogs can sleep up to 20 hours a day.
We need to sleep at least 7-10 hours for most of us.
Your dog may sleep in short naps.
Short naps during the day can be refreshing.

You are never to old for a little fun in your life
A dog wants you to throw the Frisbees even when he is 16 years old ( 112 in human years).
Often humans schedules leave little time for play so they can easily forget how much fun it was to throw the Frisbee.
When you play with your dog he bonds with you.
You bond with family when you play and have fun with them.

The best toys for dogs are the free ones
Your dog spends more time playing with the empty toilet paper roll then he does the $5 squeaky toy you bought last week because you thought he would love it.
Dogs can spend a lot of time chasing their tails so why do they need toys? (only kidding)
Now you know why your kids beat on the pots and pans and play with empty boxes rather than the $15 drum player you purchased at the mall.

Six and counting.

2011-02-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

Hi all human beings.
My life nowadays is just...

work
drive
Joel
Kibbs
Family

Boo.

I've called so many weird customers in my job.
Collaborate frequently with Ula and Lei Kang from China and I insist on speaking English cause I can't say "bank statement" and "invoice" in Chinese. I'm serious.

Then this weird company from Msia, took our supplies already then delay payment for so damn long. Their reason? "You must understand, the bank is very far from our office you know..."
-_-
Own.

Other than that it's quite fun lah.
I get to chop and mail things off, print and chop invoices, chop bank slips, basically just chop. XD

And I get to eat with Jocelyn every lunch! ^^

Yeah, that's about my little life.

Valentine's was spent with Val's Valentine!

My first rose was from Valentine's a year ago, from Interact Club's own rose booth no doubt!

Just because lollipop is so pinkish, I got a boxful of girlish and pinkish stuff.
Hehehe.

Jocelyn went with me to choose a jacket for him from Uniqlo.
Imma steal it someday cause it's just so comfy! XD

And... TBC luh. I'm too sleepy now.

Seeya kids!

It's been seven short months

2011-02-03T01:12:00.005+08:00

Hi folks.

It's the... LunarNewYear! Yipeeeee!

But I'm not feelin' all that high actually. Hahaha.

My eyeballs are actually burning behind my sockets now and I'm struggling to keep awake because of some Chinese tradition.

I'm not superstitious but given a choice, I'd rather my dear parents live a longer life. :)

This year's new year for me isn't gonna be a big hoo-ha, I guess.

Eve was spent accompanying dear granny and slurping down some awesome soto ayam.
Maybe it isn't awesome, just that my first meal of the day is at 4 pm.

Have been going for driving lessons and for the second time in my entire life I sat at the driver's seat in a car, the instructor got me driving at the main road. Fun shit, but he made sure I'm driving at high speeds cause "road hogging causes hazards to other drivers". He said that like five times cause I'm crawling at a snail's pace when pedestrians are constantly dashing across the road in front of me.

Now I know I've been a horrible pedestrian for 18 years of my life.

Omg it's only 1.30am I'm so blardy sleepy already.

What else.

Oh yeah, I've got a job at Rockwell Automation as a Credit Control Officer. It's gonna be a tough job I guess. >.<

Hahahahah, shut up ValHo and be thankful for not being jobless already!

Goodluck to MelHo and HTCindy for their job searches too!

Oh I took Kibbs down one day when I was helping Dad wash his car and I just threw him in it.
He was furious.
Kibbs, not Dad.
Guess he doesn't like being in any place where he cannot run for more than 10 seconds.

And yesterday Joel treated me to NYNY as a seventh monthsary gift.
Thanks dear! I'll take charge of the 8th! :)

This is just so damn sinful. But he doesn't like it much.
That just makes my life better. Muahahahahha.

His chicken with awesome cheese.

My fish with awesome butter.

Okay that's all folks.

Imma up more pics for CNY's eve and days 1 & 2 soon!

It's only 1.36am. I guess I'll read my book.

Bye kids, enjoy your holidays! Though it's not much different since 29th November 2010.

The season I was with you was the most dazzling one

Everything we saw was full of brilliance

Since when did we come to want too much?

Though it should be just enough that we were close

- Ayumi (It Was)

Yeah, it should be just enough that we are close.

Grunt.

2011-01-29T14:50:00.003+08:00

Jaws of technology.
Don't wanna dwell in it more.
Prolly I'm just in a sour mood and taking it out on what seem like the closest, largest, widest rubber ball that actually absorbs my nonsense and not return my fury thrice.

I actually would think being jobless makes me an extremely free snail worming in my cosy hideout called home.

Not exactly true.

The past weekend was so damn bad. After awesome timbre with the class, I acquired the highest fever I've had in possibly 8 years.

It wouldn't budge. For a good few days. It was so horrible I feel like I was roasting in hell. Really.

Of course, you think I can get away with flu, cough, sore throat and bodyaches? Apparently not.

Had to cancel Monday's driving lesson to recover.

And after the doc gave me some ibuprofen and mom sponged me with ICE cold water, I was well enough some driving on Tuesday.

So blardy fun, seriously!

Then I went for a one-day temp job on Wednesday as some pay-roll assisstant.
Learnt really alot... of math. XD
It's like a P1 plus P2 times 3 worth of my effort that whole day. Worked OT till 10.30 too.
Made new (and old as in age) friends.
Then there's no cab to bring me home. Called Joel for SOS and finally reached home at 12 plus.

Woke up early the next day for more driving and J-time.

Sat in an ambluance on Friday, not for emergency purposes though, don't worry.

Then... the towers fell. I wonder how many men is needed to structure it again.

TBC, I'm gg out now.

Rant.

2011-01-18T18:23:00.006+08:00

In my entire two years of JC life, 190's frequency have never been less than 10-15min in btw two buses.

Today, 190 came 28mins later after I missed the bus.

190 made me late for my job interview.

Then I couldn't find freaking Claymore Point in Orchard.

After asking five million people, I found it.

I climbed up the central staircase to the third level and found this sign:

No Entry. Use alternative entrance.

No problem, but I'm already running very late for my interview and there are not many alternative entrances in sight.

So I climbed back to the second level and asked someone how to get to the third level. Apparently, the central lift was down and he brought me to the cargo lift and left.

So I stood there slamming on the buttons but either the LED lighting was down, or the lift was. So I asked another someone if I'm supposed to go up in that lift, and she said yesyes, use this lift.

Then a cleaner came and said that the lift was down. And they began squabbling.

"It's not working."
"No, I used it this morning. The central one is the spoilt one!"
"Yeah but this is spoilt TOO. Now both is spoilt!"

Finally I came to a conclusion that the lift was working fine until one freaking hour ago.

So I went up the deserted cargo staircase and went to DFS reception asking for Ms C. Lee, the supposed HR manager or something, fully knowing that I'm already damn late.

BUT.

"Oh, Ms Lee is on MC today. I thought all the interviews are rescheduled?"

This is not a freaking dream. This is my LIFE.

Yeah, but finally some other stand-in interviewed me and I realised I don't really want that job after all. Don't like bugging people to buy stuff. Much. Hehehe.

So imma go for another interview tmr for another job. Wish me luck! That's something I need badly. Hehehe.

PS: I finally mended the chuckoftext problem. :D

ScopioLibra

2011-01-17T00:28:00.003+08:00

There are now 13 zodiacs and many more sad people that can't accept that change.

Libra?! Nooooo. XD

Second list.

2011-01-16T00:14:00.004+08:00

I've broken records.

1) SIXTEEN - Largest number of days with eye stye
2) SIXTEEN - Largest number of days (inarow) without contacts
3) NINE - Largest number of days without seeing JGuy in real life
4) QUITE A LARGE NUMBER - Largest number of days (inarow) with nail polish on
5) THREE - Number of similar nightmares about A level results

and a few more.

These sixteen days were kinda hectic.
Eye stye is being such an ass.
Haha, guess I'll not go into a why eye stye sucks paragraph. Did one three years back. XD
Seems like the only people around me who gets this sucky infection is sm and brit.
Butbut, I guess the stye's going to last for a few more days only cause my right eye is getting sick of being in pain and is finally doing something about it.

Stye brings other problems.
I skipped clubbing with the holiday clique and have to push back my PDL application because of an entire contacts-specs drama. Bleah.
But I passed BTT already! Wheeee :)

Met up with Chentian Shimin and Xinyi sometime this week for Shimin's Bdae.
If I get that DFS job (thanks to Kwai) I can go home with Ct and Sm after some late night shifts! :)

Also got to meet up with Jaime Aileen and Raine sometime last week.
Hahaha, we've got to have another outing cause I was sick and they had to accompany me to the doctor's while we chatted. XD

Andand, went for teeseventeen's class chalet last week too.
Omg major rockband. XD
Chalet was so awesomely huge but also awesomely far from civilisation.
Hahaha, CindyChanelJan, the melted mashmallows were awesomeee. Heehee.

And I spent the rest of this week accompanying mommy everywhere and being jobless and cashless. >.<

And I'm still kinda irritated at TTSH for limiting the visits of relatives. My warded relative is in there and there's a quota for visitors? Wth luh, who are they all to restrict us! Grahh.

Okay I've just completed a wordyyyyy post.

Actually right, after A's, I don't get the ampleful free time like those I've got during sec school december holidays. I don't have time to write stories or watch dramas or blog anymore. :(

The most I do is read novels and freaking BTT/FTT books.

Okayokay I'd better stop now if not I'll drone on and on and on. Hehehe. And I feel that haven't see MelHo and Kirti and YikPeng in a million years.

Wheeeee meeting JGuy on Mondayyyyyy! :D

"We need courage to let go of something"

We know that after becoming adults

- Ayumi (Do it again)

PS: OMGG thank goodness blogger has this autosave thing cause I just backspaced before posting and I was shocked that everything was gone... albeit momentarily.

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2011-01-10T11:57:00.002+08:00

In and out of sanity.

To be an adventurer, you'll have to live like one.

Because if the job still doesn't come, I'm freaking going out to look for one.

And actually, are choices justifiably good?

Obviously not.

Because with choices come dilemnas, trilemnas and massive confusion.

If only the world is black and white.

But that itself is a dilemna.

Ayumi is married.

Long ago I used to be the one blabbering Ayu's news to my friends who are less than interested but still politely listen. (heheh sorry people)

Now, people are telling me that Ayu is married. Hahahahah.

When I went back to KSS yesterday, it felt so natural, like CJC haven't happen.

Oh gosh.

So scary.

I need to go CJC walk walk soon. :)

Fireworks.

2011-01-01T23:09:00.003+08:00

Strangely, this shall be my very first post of 2011 and it will be solely on fireworks.

Yep, FIREWORKS!

Call me a noobu, but fireworks (especially the in-your-face kind), never fails to excite!

Closed 2010 (with a bang, yeah) at Marina with the Hofamily! :)

It was awesome. Not at the extremely crowded areas at certain junctions where we have to link arms so we wouldn't lose each other, but during the countdown, live.

Now, I really really really wanna go to Ayu's annual CountdownLive Yokoso in Japan. Really really. Okay DebHo, time to make our dream a reality. 2011. :D

Because during the last 10 seconds of 2010, when the laser lights shone over the entire bay, the entire 2010 flashed by me. And then all of a sudden, the special moment is gone. The first firework exploded and the entire crowd cheered and celebrated.

Hahahaha okay lah. It isn't that narrative-like luh.

Just that the feeling of cheering with 300,000 people is GREAT.

So, Ayu's CDL2011~

Oh yeah. I've just developed an eye sty. How timely. Grahhh.

and, with all my heart, I pray that you'll be fine.

Prolly the last of 2010.

2010-12-28T22:46:00.007+08:00

It's been an exhilarating few days which are slightly too overwhelming to be squeezed into this little typespace.

There is never a better time to have it hit me that learning isn't constrained to a classroom.

Because I've met wisemen and listened to wisetalks, I'm filled with wisefacts that made me much more understanding and less of whatever I've been feeling.

What's this?

Erm, I guess they call it enlightenment.

On a sidenote, I think it's hightime for a blogskin change because this current one is pissing me (and probably you) off! Haha.

Rightright? All my spaces in between sentences are freaking gone and now nobody can read in peace but must instead "strain your pretty little peepers".

I can't believe I actually said that in my younger years.

- At marina with two kites that doesn't really want to fly. XD

- And then few days before Christmas, we went over to Cindy's for potluck that failed. It became a pizza session instead. Pizza wasn't too bad, we all had fun and Hebe's too cute!

- And then for Christmas (omg I keep saying Christmas instead of Xmas now - all noobu's fault!) and her eve, I just went along with the whole(Ho) family punintended around sg. On Christmas' night, went over to Aloy's house for a stayover. It was simply rockband (I'm bass), drink poker, ghost stories, lightsout and Mac breakfast. Since I'm no drinker at all, 40% vodka is no small feat for me. Muahahah, but I'm still sober w/o any redintheface (like Chanel had been) or whatsoever. Hehehehe.

And so I came home, slept through sunday, caught a wee fever, went for driving theory practice on Monday, met up with Jguy, then off to TPY today.

but,

I think the fever's not dead yet. :(

Well, since I promised myself to give my dying blog a breath of life again and fill it with piccies after A's, I hope this was eventful. :)

Bye kids!

Moving on.

2010-12-17T14:04:00.003+08:00

That can be difficult for a person like me.

Someone who is extremely and insensibly sentimental.

I was just herding my giganticOMGhuge pile of wood pulp that defines my entire JC academic life into a humble cupboard and out of harm's way.

Well, it's just so sad because I don't want to let them go.

I don't want to let anything go, always.

But I guess, at some point, some time, we all have to move on.

We all have newer paths to trod and greener grass to dwell on.

But then, packing all the notes incites fear as well.

I'm so freaking scared to screw it up or something because I don't want to relieve that painful journey again.

Noooooo.

I read through a certain math mock paper and sigma notation looks like greek to me.

What scary is that I'm supposedly comfortable with it just 5 (or 6?) weeks ago.

Yakyakyak.

Guess this is boring you because it's boring me.

Bye kids. :)

OMG LOVE SONGS GOTTA GET IT.

Current Status

2010-12-12T14:58:00.003+08:00

Crossroads.

Oh HII.

Just to update my life in an online diary,

School have ended.

A levels have started.

A levels have ended.

Prom-prep have started.

Prom is over.

And I'm two weeks into my super long vacation.

Call me weird,

but I miss school.

I want to wear my uni and report for school tomorrow, to sit with MelHo and Kirti during Chem tutorial, and to slack and chat with the girls in the canteen during break. I want to survive PE again and travel home after school with Joel. It's all gone. :(

Hahaha. That horrid, momentary schoolsickness.

Nah, but I don't want to relieve the 2nd sem of J2 again. Nonononono.

Don't want mugging senseless, feeling drained, being unable to squeeze time out for Internet & dramas and outings. Hehehe.

Life haven't been less hectic since 29th November 2010, though.

Hahahah, for the record, I've been

- going out w/ Jguy

- going out w/ mom&sis

- staying at home

- going out w/ Jguy

- going to prom

- going to Msia w/ family

- going for breakfast w/ family

- going for lunch at Jane's, then dinner w/ Jguy

- going to apply for btt w/ Jocelyn , then to the airport to send dad off

- going out w/ mom to get new contacts, then meeting sis for dinner

- going out w/ Jguy

- going out w/ some of the T17 gals to Bugis/Raffles/Marina at night

- going out w/ family to TiongBahru/Vivo/Bugis/Chinatown

- rotting at home today

Hehehe. That was every single day from 29th November till date.

Going to Marina w/ JoMichBritJanice tmrr, then a few days of rotting at home, I guess.

Jguy, hurry backkk! :(

I guess I'll permit myself to dance and make merry till the year is over, then look for a job, since a good one just slipped out of my clutches not too long ago. XD

PS: I can't find a good hiding spot to stash all my notes/book, which are currently piling up high on my piano. Hmmm.

If you ignore all your feelings

You won't feel any hurt

But you won't feel any happiness too

Don't live like you are dead

- Ayumi (Like a Doll)

Life,

2010-12-07T01:39:00.001+08:00

is simply full of few things.

Choices.

Dilemnas.

Decisions.

And hoping that you've made the correct one.

Memory Lane.

2010-11-30T13:52:00.004+08:00

I still remember when I first got my O level results.

I was so glad.

Then I got my posting results.

I was everything but glad. Haha.

Life is just so unpredictable.

And then I went to my posted school, feeling like I can't belong.

It's like I don't want to be there.

All that they say about welcoming the new students; I don't want to listen because I don't want to be there.

I skipped some talks and stayed away from my MG and I always can't wait to leave the school to stay at home and feel sorry for myself. That was three horrid days.

Then I came to this new school.

I was so glad that somebody out there is willing to give me a chance to not ruin my life with the wrong, hasty choice I made. Because nobody could help me. Nobody wanted to listen to me, but he did. That someone is BrotherPaul.

And then my journey started with a few hiccups. Haha.

I made awesome friends, really.

Through the year we had so much fun, and horror.

All my silly InteractClub woes, trying to understand the JC syllabus which totally makes no sense at first (especially physics and chem), blogging, playing and everything else.

PW was so horrible that it was great.

And then Batam was so fun. Hype and friendship.

So 2009 went and 2010 came.

I remembered complaining at this very blog that JC1 was the best time in my life. How very true.

2010 is crazy. It came and went so quickly, it's scary.

The first sem was still like YearOne, with everyone tied up in CCA woes, or joys (in Mel & Huiyi's case!). Haha.

Then June came and everything happened.

I loved and lost, and loved and gained.

It was very strange, when things spiral out of control and everything mattered.

But one thing was sure.

I've grown.

And everything began falling in place and I try. I tried hard for many things.

And the horrid mugging spree couldn't be put off, can it? Hahah.

Everyday became lessons and lectures and MYEs and Prelims and Mock.

It seemed like it will never end.

School lets out and we're faced with three solid weeks of mugging.

After afterwhich we've got a month of As.

Can't seem to finish, right?

But guess what? It did.

Not too long ago, at that.

Just yesterday.

So we're liberated now, a new soul with a new pair of wings.

And what else? I'm proud to proclaim that these two years are the best in my life.

Welll, till date.

Because A's are so over...

2010-11-25T22:37:00.004+08:00

NOT.

Can't take the fact that there's a final paper next monday! :(

Anyway I had few awesomely spent days - something that I'm deprived of for a long time.

(Let's just skip all the horrid mugging days)

Ah, and tuesday came and went.

Went down to IKEA after phypaper for lunch of the classic meatballs.

Shopppped for pratically nothing, then cabbed over to Jane's to chill with the girls!

Awesome fun it was, MELHO KIRTI YOU SHOULD HAVE CAME! :(

Played Wii with the gals, watching 7/9pm movies, and homed afterwards!

Wednesday was spent in town with JoMichBritJanice! :)

Fun, food, movies, shopping, the usual great dayw out!

Andand,

the best thing that can happen to a girl is a get a good bargain on a purchase! Muahahahah. So glad now. Almost a 60% off when there isn't even a sale.

Dinnered at Bugis and bus/LRTed home.

And a looooong midnight phonecall which left us awake till 5.30am.

Yep, and out to meet Joellll today. Mugging kinda fail. >.<

That's all. I'm getting sick of typing. Hahaha.

Randoms:

Omg my last neoprint? Four years back I guess. XD

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Gotta catch up again soon! :)

It's ok sometimes to think
we were born to be happy.

-Ayumi (Immature)

19 November 1992, 20 November 2010

2010-11-21T10:00:00.004+08:00

HI I'M EIGHTEEN NOW AND CAN DO ALL THE STUFF EIGHTEEN YEAROLDS DO!

And that means,

driving

brown hair (waited for this since sec 3)

job (I wanna drive a bus, sell tauhuay and be a cashier! Hehe)

m18 movies

and hell lots moree!

Meanwhile, my birthday was well-spent with econs.

Hahahah, no luh. It was better spent with the movie with Joel & then celebration at home! ^^

And thanks LOADS for eveyone's wellwishes! It was awesome!

Oh yeah.

It's the very first, and very last time in my entire life putting on my school u on my birthday.

How cool's that! XD

3 more papers. 3 more papers and I'm freeeee! Muahahahah.

Went for my cousin's wedding last night. :)

-

It's been forever since my blog have pictures of me. Look what A levels is turning me into! >.<
Sis hair is so nice! :)

Alright, bye kids! Mug hard, I wasted yesterday. So. I'm. Screwed. >.<

We can look back on the past
Because we passed there
We stopped and stepped forward again

- Ayumi (Marionette)

Strain.

2010-11-14T09:15:00.003+08:00

It seems like I shall have to retreat into my little isolated world of loud music and hell lots of white sheets of paper with very small and very black print. And no people.

Waittt a minute, haven't I already been there for 145.28 days?

How long moreeee?

2 weeks and an extra day, I'm waiting. :)

And after that, I'm gonna retreat into my other little world of white pages and small black print.
Storybooks! :)

Change is very nice
But it doesn't mean losing yourself
It's just so, on the condition that you have the root
You've held on up to now and will hold on hereafter

- Ayumi (Microphone)

Where is it?

2010-10-31T11:59:00.003+08:00

HAHA. Where's my self-discipline?

Yesterday was horrid.

I'm supposed to MUG hard now, but was lured by the evils of the net.

Kept going online and chatted with mom and sis instead of mugging hard.

What's best?

I went out for dinner at 11pm.

Returned home at 12.45am.

Then I decided to mug a little because I was so damn guilty.

But instead, I chatted with sis till 2plus, then had insomnia till 4am.

That's about what time I slept.

Saturday fail. XD

And webcammy with Dad! :)

He's gonna bring us Ayuuuuuuuuuu...

's magazines maybe, from Japan. XD

Can't wait till after A's already! :)

Oh yeah, 5 May awesomeeee! ^^

Kibbs.

2010-10-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

Why are you more interested in your com than meee? :(

Haze.

2010-10-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

PSI:

5pm 102
6pm 108
7pm 107
8pm 103
9pm 100

PSI reading of above 100 is considered unhealthy.

- NEA & Yahoo!

Dammit. No wonder my cough worsened like four folds.

Poor thumb. Take care of it. :)

Why frown?

2010-10-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

Catholic JC, 0910.

2010-10-16T12:46:00.002+08:00

These two years of my life have been the greatest, no kidding.

Never had I so willingly go to school daily, before.

Nevermind that it is so far away from home.

Nevermind that the school uniform sucks (it doesn't already, actually).

I've really changed so much in these two years.

I remembered going in as small-minded person, someone who cares alot about her shoes and bags and hairstyle and skirtlength.

I still do, but along with that, I've learnt that there're so many other things in life worth getting bothered about.

Suddenly, I just had so many new insights in life, it's as though that if I didn't spend my two years here, I wouldn't be me now.

This morning I woke to the fact that yesterday's dance-off gathering in class will never occur again, never will I climb five levels worth of steps grumpily, never will our crazy class do crazy stuff again. Human fishing lol.

I hope everyone will continue blogging so I get to learn about your lives still, after the A's.

You girls are awesome. I'm still awed at the fact that I'm blessed to be in a class where the girls are so easy-going that we can all bond as one.

If, I get to live my life again, but instead I've got 9 points instead of 10, and am legible to go to another JC for my science education, I'm telling you I won't. If I did, I'd never meet the loving college, the awesome class of T17, the great girls who made me so at ease in school, and PWmatey/friend/morethanfriend Joel. It's such a blessing in disguise.

Thanks eveyone for your cards and gifts, but even more so, thanks for the two best years of my life. I'll miss you! :)

In PepperCheesedMushroomEscargot.

2010-10-10T01:15:00.003+08:00

It's the teeseventeen girls in their Sunday best!
Much as we hated this blue, warm spacesuit, it's gonna be missed isn't it?

Ultimate cuteness I swear!

It's becoming a meditation chant. pcem pcme pcme pcme...
I am ValHo and I need some sleep. Now.
Four more weeks, and one.

Crossroad VirginRoad.

2010-10-04T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hi world.
Why do people always wait till someone is gone to fully appreciate him or her?
Steve Irwin, Michael Jackson, Mrs LKY.
Why are we always waiting and waiting, for absence to arrive so that we can hope for their presence again?
Lost wallet, old home, spoilt bag.
Why don't we start appreciating things... now?

Even this moment when I think like this is, you see, turning into the past, too
-Ayumi (crossroad)

I miss CJ already.

2010-09-21T19:33:00.003+08:00

I remembered saying that I miss Batam already, during the second day of our four-day trip.

It's to make sure that I fully appreciate and enjoy the remaining two days I have left there.

It's threeweeksandfourdays left of school uniform, of forever.

Lessons, lectures, tablechats and the extremely noisy classroom when school lets out.

From the coolest girl ever, Cindy, who takes care of the class like our mom and hearts 5566,

to extremely kind MelHo who never wants anybody to lose in IndianPoker,

to slutty and hilarious JaneOng with awesome vocals,

to JanuaviLee who knows everything, from entertainment paparazzi to school paparazzi,

to super artsy and omgglyhilarious HuiyiLee who loves yellow and owns super cute stuffs,

to calm and composed and always, always analytical Kirti who wants to open a shop and loves butterfly drawings,

to super kind Yikpeng who finally got a hp and was my extremely hardworking PW mateyy,

to branded ChanelSMY who not only is my westside buddy, but also a super-friendly woman who is able to strike up convos with anybody in minutes,

to Kiddy who knows the whole world and loves hot Korean guys and whose Mom listens to Ayu songs,

to a certain manslut who don't let me call him manslut in public but I don't care,

you made my two years in CJ awesomely fun-filled so thanks loadddds!

I think we need to take more photos, take more videos, appreciate our canteen food, appreciate our lecture theatres, appreciate our tie, learn to love our uniform, enjoy climbing up 5 flight of steps cause we won't get that anymore after this four weeks. People like me will use the escalator, everywhere. XD

What a tribute. Hehehehe. Hope tmr's lantern outing will pull throught cause it'd be so darn funnn! :)

Fellow humans,

2010-09-16T17:40:00.005+08:00

I woke up from a dream today.

I was playing at a mock www, and afterwhich had an awesome dinner of hokkien noodles and grilled fish.

It was so dark though, the whole dream, which it made it obvious that that was a dream, only.

So I woke to a sunny late Thursday morning. Not dreaming now.

I was thinking, how my day would be if it's December now.

I could be rotting in front of the com for the whole day watching dramas.

I could be going out to meet friends to shopeatwatchmovieplay.

I could be taking up driving lessons.

Or I could be bringing my dog to swim.

I could be deciding what new hairstyle I'll have.

I could be getting that new hairstyle.

I could be absorbed in a new book.

Or I could be hyped up for Prom.

I could be getting my nails done,

or shopping for dresses and shoes.

I could just go out with sis to eat ice-cream for no reason,

or continue sleeping.

Then reality sank in and I realised that all I could do today, is get up and read Chem and Physics.

FML.

Normal.

2010-09-15T20:46:00.005+08:00

My blog looks like it's dying.

Can't let this be.

Ahhh, blame it on prelims, prelims and a no self-discipline ValHo.

Friday. Then all this crap will be over.

I'm not going to study today. Had enough of it the past few days, weeks, months, years.

My notes are jumbled up and I'm not doing anything to reorganize them.

Grahhh Fridayyy and I'll get my life back! Or half of it. XD

I'll come back with something more decent soon. Or prolly post up my drafts which I had intented to post anyway. Heeheee.

Okay enjoy today, kids! Then mug hard tmr! :)

That time, when it was the beginning of the crossroad,

I said "It might be better to choose this way."

That time, when it was the beginning of the crossroad,

I wondered what was on the other side.

-Ayumi (crossroad)

Five and counting.

2010-09-03T10:52:00.000+08:00

They wilt but the messages they bring with them never will.

Yoohoo.

2010-08-28T19:28:00.003+08:00

Anyone feels as "done for" as me?

I've just wasted a fine Saturday on this talk at Suntec and returned home sleepy, tired and with a horrid tummyache, coupled with flu and sorethroat.

Prelims is around the corner (one more day tbe) and my brain never felt more empty.

Now, I can only pray that whatever mugging I did in the past term will do me some good for the following week of torture.

Must be all the pressure causing my body all sorts of harm.

3 more freaking month, blow over please.

(:(

2010-08-27T13:23:00.001+08:00

It all depends on how you see it.

Fifty two.

2010-08-24T00:14:00.004+08:00

When you're seventeen, you always wonder what it's like to be fifty-two.

Well, you'll never know till you become fifty-two.

At fifty-two, you wonder what it's like when you're seventy.

Well, you'll never know till you're seventy.

But at fifty-two and seventy, you know what it's like to be seventeen.

You loved it and want to go to back then, but can you?

So instead of wondering, fearing and worrying about the future, live life and enjoy the now, so when you're seventy, you can say that you've had all the fun you wanted when you were seventeen.

1 2 step you そのうち

2010-08-21T19:39:00.004+08:00

It was that few years ago when all I looked forward to is Ayumi.

Songs, PVs, you name it.

Step You was a very nice song.

I hope I didn't have to grow up.

Now, I have no time for anything.

All I look forward to is eating, sleeping and Fridays.

1 2 step you, sometime soon.

- Ayumi (STEP you)

What I love.

2010-08-17T20:14:00.005+08:00

1)I love it when I step out of the bathroom after showering and is greeted with the cool rain breeze.

2)I love it that I have an accompany back home, always.

3)and I'd love it, if tomorrow's damn calculus test is cancelled.

The mail.

2010-08-11T19:26:00.004+08:00

I've just read the mail.

So if we don't seem motivated to study, it's a serious problem and our parents have to be notified?

C'mon, who the hell is actually and seriously motivated to study?

Oops, I forgot.

We're in the study system of our awesome country.

We must seem to love studying though it's obviously not the case.

Yes, one day after her birthday and I'm defaming her.

Funny how they teach us about the dangers and openess of media and that all the censorship crap is necessary for blogs and forums.

Funny how we'll actually write a politically correct essay on how dangerous blogging is because it'll lead to riots and strikes and start blogging and spam our anger when we're home.

This is all a joke and I'll prolly get in trouble for writing this.

Ahhh, living the irony of life.

But it did.

2010-08-09T18:09:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why am I messing around with graphics online when I know I should be mugging - after playing away three full days.

Maybe, the idea of studying (when I'm given a day off from work on my nation's birthday) is just too sad.

Hmniv. :)

Grahhh. Gottttto do some constructive work soon. Like watching the NDP parade on teevee.

Hahahahahha. Catchya soon kids. :)

Life goes on.

2010-08-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

I don't listen to songs much, now.

Prolly cause I don't use them while studying that frequently anymore,

and my trusty music player of a companion to and from school have been replaced. :)

It's funny how music brings me back in time. Maybe it happens for everyone else, too.

And so that day, I was brought back to 2008.

And then the memory seemed fresh. From June to October, to November and beyond.

I don't feel the toil of then anymore. Maybe it's just incomparable to the strains now.

And Lemon Tree was another worthy mention.

I broke down after a certain PW dry run that day.

We were so close to the dateline and were running out of everything.

Horrid slides, undone skits; you name it.

So Cindy sent me that song and said, "You'll feel much better after listening to this. Kityee sent it to me." It was good, the gesture was better and the rest is history.

And after reading MelHo's and HuiyiLee's blogposts, I'm actually going to enjoy the last of my school life, of forever.

Stress? There's love, warmth and everything else to compensate for it.

You won't know how many people have been there when I needed them most.

Thank you, my T17 girls (and manslut) for everything. :)

there's no shortcut to a destination worth reaching.

So oddly detached from life,

2010-07-26T20:02:00.003+08:00

I did a post on that before. Like last year. Hahaha.

I just feel like blogging. Now.

And this had better be one I'll post up. XD

Anyway I guess everyone's like me.

You're running on the tracks. Train tracks.

And a Tokyo-bound maglev train is at your heels.

What do you do?

Give up and die?

Maybe you can make it to the train station.

In one piece.

Effortlessly. :)

Well, my life was a drive along the countryside.

Now it just became a rollercoaster ride.

Not much a diff, eh? XD

A rollercoaster ride may have its ups and downs...

but I think I'm enjoying it. :)

Something.

2010-07-20T22:42:00.001+08:00

Knowing something takes time.

A life lesson I'd picked up from some chemstudyinghabits.

Yawn.

2010-07-15T18:14:00.001+08:00

Yawning is associated with tiredness, stress, overwork, lack of stimulation, and boredom. Yawning can also be a powerful non-verbal message with several possible meanings, depending on the circumstances. In humans, yawning has an infectious quality (i.e., seeing a person yawning, talking to someone on the phone who is yawning, or just thinking of yawning can trigger yawning) which is a typical example of positive feedback. Infectious yawning has also been noted in chimpanzees.

Observing another person's yawning face (especially his/her eyes), even reading, or thinking about yawning, or looking at a yawning picture can cause a person to yawn.

I've been yawning muchmuch.

And I'm still amazed as to how the hell is yawning infectious. Haha.

Sometimes, you dive too deeply into false (maybe true) perceptions.

The walls seem to close in on you, and try as you might, you can't stop them.

You cringe, you think, you worry.

You manifested these into much greater resultant effects, and the cycle prolongs for as long as you live in it.

But life is just a yesno questionaire; a very small, fragile step from the end.

A person given a second chance at life much thanks to a timely CPR rescue - how will he live it now?

Had the rescuer failed in that mere 2 mins, it's all over for him.

Simple is in the midst of life's complexities.

Compare and you'll see. I'm not being optimistic, but nothing is as fearful as the end, and no amount of tears should be poured on something insignificant and worthless.

So why am I still living in remorse, worry and being affected for a prolonged period?

Why not live life as it is? Embrace the happiness.

Dammit. It's not supposed to be so emo. Ahh crap. I should be studying. Prolly the econs hw now.

Pretty satisfied with the MYE results. :)

Alrightty, off to do some constructive work. Hehe.

Bye kids, enjoy life!

some moments are so genuine they're meant to be kept. :)

This too, shall pass.

2010-07-09T22:58:00.004+08:00

That's soonabe my favourite phrase. Hahahahah.

Kibbs is awesome. Just now he lifted his head so quickly that it smacked against my chin and my whole head throbbed. Act 一个 painful (LOL). I went OWWWW and he looked so worried and kept licking my chin. Darling.

CJC's sports/olympics day was... sports/olympics day. Hahahah.
Oh, frisbee was awesome. This lady blocked me so much that I can't see anything but her scowling face, much less where the frisbee is flying to. She has hell lotsa energy and a really black face. Minus minus, ValHo.

Lunch time with the class, pool time with Janey. Slut's getting so pro now. XD

Went home to slack, then off to meet RaineJaime&Aileen. Awesomeeee. :D
Well, I treated them to iceshavings cause I was 20mins late simply because I can't get up the packed 307. >.<
Horrid ladies wanna extort from my poor, small purse. XD
Ahhhh. We had so much to be updated about. Crap. The next time I'm gonna meet them again will be after the A's since Raine plans to lock herself in her house and mug fulltime, right? ;P

Alrighttttty. It's gonnabe Saturday soon. The weekends are here again.
Have fun, kids. Enjoy the mugging process. :)

July 1st, and July the Second.

2010-07-04T15:54:00.002+08:00

Howdy.

Alright. The MYEs are finally over and it's time to resurface and gasp for air. Hehehe.

July 1st is awesome because firstly, it's an Ayu song. HAHAHA.

Heyyy seriously, it's goood!

And then, of course, it's the last day of our MYEs, so yeah.

We playyyyed! :)

July the Second is awesome too.

I managed to utilize all of the four coloured MRT lines in one day.

Red, Green, Purple and Circle.

Cabbed home at 1.20am but it was funn overall! :)

Now.

I'm faced with the exam results and Interact Stuffs (idon'tbelievethis:p).

Sometimes, don't you wish if you could just fast forward your life to see what's happening in the future?

Or simply step out of your own body and watch the drama unfold?

But it's good to live in the now, and enjoy while you're at it. :)

Because nothing is as fearful as giving up.

- Ayu (Pride)

Girlish.

2010-06-27T11:12:00.000+08:00

What a way to close the holidays.
With MYEs.
Welll, this holiday had been really eventful and fun!
Though it's just studies and play, I'm happy.
Just read Chanelsmy's blog and she's so lucky to get Lasik alreadyy!! :)
Guess everyone had grown in some way or another in this short month.
Anywayy, watched Voyage de la Vie at sentosa on Friday.
It.was.awsome.
Really. Freaking professional, seriously.
& supper till oneplusam. XD
Had dinner and marketing last night till midnight or something. :)
Alright, it shall be Physics today.
Prolly won't be back till thursday or something.
Go muggg, guys! :)

Don't go out looking for fun;
you should just enjoy the here and now.

-Ayumi (Girlish)

When in doubt, shut up.

2010-06-25T11:43:00.004+08:00

I jolted up this morning in panic.

I thought today is Saturday.

But it's Friday and that doesn't mean much, does it?

Shit man. H2 papers are so very near and I'm quite scared because it feels like I've just wasted one month hibernating or something.

And I'm more taken into reading my book than my notes.

I know I should be doing lotsa of math practices now but they are so difficult and I don't feel like memorizing all the definitions though I know I should.

I feel like reading my book or rot today but I can't freaking rot because I have only two more days.

And I'm obliged to go and watch some show at sentosa tonight at 10pm and I already have no time to mug.

I wonder what can I do to make facts stay in my head.

It's prolly gonna be damn difficult and the first question will crush your confidence but how to continue?

The thought of a very difficult paper already puts studying off.

Shitz. Okay, while wasting time here I might as well mug.

Maybe, it's different this time.

Complex isn't all that complex and organic chem is just a screwed game of jigsaw.

Ghost of a rose.

2010-06-21T22:52:00.005+08:00

Hi all.

I think my life needs updates.
Hmmm.
Summary?
Okay.

Went to ArabStreet/KampongGlam on Sat. :)
Off to Gran's for her curry afterwards.
DowntownEast's EHub! at night.
Lateee supper of korean food at YewTeePt.
Walked Kibbs till 1am. Wheeee.

Was cruelly dragged from bed at 11am on a Sunday.
Went to aunt's house for a visit.
Had dinner there and homed. XD

Today was just... mug.

Actually my life's preeetty boring so let's just look at piccies. Yippps. XD

Randoms:

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- I LOVE THIS CUPPPP IT'S TOO CUUTEEEE! ^^
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- Kibbs:
- I don't care how cute you make my food look but I DON'T WANNA EAT IT.
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Ohya.

Awesome, awesome song. The melody is really beautiful.

Ahha. It isn't Ayu this time.

Really sinister & gothic.

You'll prolly either love it or hate it so try it! XD

Alrightty. Bye kids! :)

SeventeenthJune.

2010-06-17T20:28:00.005+08:00

Hello this week was funnn.

Monday was rot day. Went out for dinner.

Tuesday was tried-to-mug-but-ended-up-playing day.

Wednesday was mug day. But there was tatsujin and he'sapirate to conquer so mugging kinda failed.

Dinner and icecream with Jo&Mich at Lot1. Awesome funn. ;)

Thursday was about lunch at Lot1 w/ chentian shimin xinyi.

It was funnn catching up!

Tried to mugg at shimin's but it was horribly incondusive.

Played pool & camwhored & had dinner there.

Okay then here I am at home.

I should mug proper. Later. :)

Once more.

Unununium.

2010-06-15T02:32:00.001+08:00

I'd thought:
They either ran out of names or grew tired of thinking of cute names like Seaborgium or Antimony.

How the hell can it be called Unununium?!

Hello, my name is Unununium.
Now, don't laugh at me because I'm quite useful.
I'm actually more noble than Gold... whatever that means.

Ok, so I went to do some research on our dear Unununium.
Turns out it became Roentgenium in 2004 or something.

Okay. Though it's 2.30am, back to reality. Or whatever.

Midnight snack.

2010-06-13T16:04:00.004+08:00

Hello dearies.

I happen to realise that my little bloggie is getting boring.

So, let me tell you about my life.

My life was great.

The whole of last week was fun, but that also means less studying.

On Saturday, Val went full-day shopping!

Upon reaching home, I was dead tired but also realised the need to mug.

(okay, maybe I just can't sleep.)

Ahha. A midnight snack will do the job.

So it was 12mn and I'm trying to mug acyl chlorides and guess what was my snack?

ROASTED BEETLES WITHOUT LEGS!

Oh c'mon. Don't be grossed out. It's just some beetles going at $5 for 500g at Chinatown.

And its yummy. :)

And so my mugging session ended at 3am when I realised I cannot take in another word.

Advantages?

You'll become crazy eating beetles but electrochem suddenly makes sense. Ha.

Okayokay that was just roasted chestnuts.

Ewww I can't believe I just said they were beetles I don't think I can ever eat roasted chestnuts again. >.<

Randoms:

Lovin' my new earstud collection.

Ok. Fun's over. Back to work, kids.

Maybe everyone wishes to believe in something

- Ayumi (Forgiveness)